Anxiety

Wow, I have been so taken off guard today. I awoke off and on all night. I could just not sleep. At 4 this morning I started to scrub my tile floors down stairs with a scouring pad, mind you my husband scrubbed yesterday afternoon. It took my 2 hours to do it. We have tile in the upstairs and did that too. We have the hard tiles and if you drop something it could crack them. Nice to have when you live with a klutz's like me. Needless to say you could eat off my floors today. Yeah I am having a full blown major anxiety attack. WOW I have not had one off those in a very long time. Long enough I almost forgot what it was like. It even kept me home from work today. I am the supervisor so that tells you how much I call out. It is slowly getting better as my day goes on. Well I am going to make one of Tanya's recipes to help keep my focused today. I knew I checked out this blog for a reason. Tanya you may be miles and miles away but you are helping me today. I keep telling myself it could be worse. I sure know that is true so I am just taking my day minute by minute. I have a very understanding husband and that helps me too. Well I am off to make something famous from Tanya. Thanks to her I have something to do besides clean what doesn't need to be cleaned.